No joy...

...on the other house. We took a drive up past it tonight and there was no sign of life so who knows. Maybe we'll get to see it, maybe we wont. I got my hopes up earlier when my husband started looking at the details for my house from two weeks ago but he's since said he still doesn't want to live there, so back to square one. I think he's now given up on moving in the easter break which is driving me mad as I want it all sorted by summer, especially as the housing market is picking back up and our window for finding a house we can afford is rapidly moving away. Oh well. I refuse to obsess anymore. If he wants to wait and let it drag on he can sort it out, I'll just sign when needed!

I'm reading Dan Brown's latest book, The Lost Symbol. Now, I've read all four of his other books, but it still never ceases to amaze me how many labels and brand names he can drop! Seriously, in the first 100 pages I think he wrote iPhone about twenty times. Is he trying to place the books in history? Prove how up to date he is? Or is he sponsored by Apple? Which would make sense, someone must be funding him...

As a present to myself for clearing and cancelling my overdraft I ordered twelve books from Amazon :D Kinda counter-productive maybe, but it made me happy! As did finding a website that sells discontinued china, meaning I could find replacements for the two mugs from my wedding china service that were dropped two years ago :)

I still need to cry, there is a fair bit of tension in me as a result of deciding to let it all go (yeah, figure that one out) seeing my friends' facebook status updates is still getting to me more than it should, but that will take time I think. And apparently all I have is time...

I have just watched the Grammy awards. And am physically reeling at the fact Taylor Swift won best album. She can't even speak! And she doesn't know how Romeo and Juliet ended! And... Loads of things I cannot articulate at this present moment in time...

I was made aware the other day that I am drinking too much again. So this week I have not had a drink all week. I will probably have a few beers this weekend as we've got a friend up, but given that the last two weeks I've drunk six bottles of wine and several bottles of beer (and only on nights when I wasn't working) I realised things were going a bit far...

So, I will give up on this terribly non-cohesive blog entry and go and watch some terribly weepy movie to see if I can finally get this tension out of me. Oh, and take my 365 pic for today! Until next time, tell me when you hear my heart stop, cos you're the only one who knows...